Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 10:51 PM
just watched transformer: revenge of the fallen. not bad. though i have problems differentiating the bad guys from the good guys when they fight. as if a whole scrap metal ball is rolled together. and and and megan fox is super hot. haha. woah. but definitely there will be transformer 3 since the bad guys didn't die.

quote of the day: "cowards will survive another day"

, 11:25 AM
The Show - Lenka



I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause its to much, yeah its a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows
they've got a ticket to the
show.

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum, da dum de dum

and just enjoy the show

da dum de dum, da dum de dum

and just enjoy the show

I want my money back (3x)

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back(x3)

Just enjoy the show

, 1:00 AM
a lot of issues weighing on my mind recently.

1. my 2 students that i want to let go. their aunt think i'm giving up on them; which i think i am giving up on them since they are like already gave up on themselves already. give them work they dun do. teach them this then next lesson forget. and worse, fail exams and still not scared; still dun start revision. there's only so much a tutor can do i guess. not that i dun teach them but rather i am getting tired of teaching them 1 + 1 = 2 and 1 - 1 = 0. then once they get this 2, i teach them -1 + 1 = 0 then they get confused and have to start from the first one again. this is a real thing. not a joke. SERIOUSLY. this is the real extent of the lessons i teaching them, even though they are sec 3 and 4 already.

2. i just can't reject ppl. they ask me do this i will cancel everything that i initially have just to do that for her. ppl come to you when they need you. and when they finish using you, they just ignore you. that's the practicality of life. wonderful huh?

3. school. worried that i cannot cope with school work. but still, i am looking forward to knowing new ppl. at least now i know a friendly person who's in the same course as me. HA! so if you are reading this, =D

Tuesday, June 23, 2009, 10:43 PM
Ministry of Health: Home: "On 23 June, Singapore has confirmed another 26 new cases (169th to 194th cases) of Influenza A (H1N1-2009) comprising 10 local cases and 16 cases with travel history. . This brings the total number of confirmed cases in Singapore to 194."

OMG!! breaking the 200 barrier already.. this is getting bad

, 10:22 PM
CHILDHOOD

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WOOHOO!! watching transformer tml =D


Monday, June 22, 2009, 10:53 AM
damn funny.. haha.. i nearly rolled off the chair listening to this..


Sunday, June 21, 2009, 12:32 AM
sometimes i really wonder what did i do wrong to deserve such treatment?

Friday, June 19, 2009, 11:21 AM
school's starting soon. lots of things to do. decided to give orientation camp a miss. but probably i will still go chem engin orientation camp since it's in july. so still gt some time to prepare my schedule.

chem engin camp from 21-24 july
then biz orientation week from 31st july to 8 aug.
then after which it's start of school. wow. quite scary. haha

guess must plan out my time table along with my tuition kids schedule well first. feeling kinda lost now with so many stuff to do.

haven't been taking much photo. but going sentosa tml with jinxiang for FREE. so what? not happy? sue me la! haha. and so many bday parties coming up soon. hope i can get my new camera. haha. but also means i going to end up broke once again. haha. but then 21st bday ma. once in a life one ma. so is okie.

*trying to convince myself*

Wednesday, June 17, 2009, 12:24 AM
everything in life comes in pair.

up down
left right
black white
wrong right
big small
tall short
skinny fat

and the list goes on.

so everything must come in pairs and work both ways.
just like especially a relationship.

Monday, June 15, 2009, 12:55 AM
i am irritable. i irritate ppl easily.


stay away

Sunday, June 14, 2009, 10:12 AM
i'm back! with a new com.. 23 inch.. like watching cinema now when using com.. haha..

WOOHOO

Tuesday, June 9, 2009, 9:40 PM
my com just showed the blue screen of death. gosh.


RIP

Saturday, June 6, 2009, 11:03 PM
one word. kelong.

when a competition is held by a schooling institute, and you do not belong to any schooling institute, it means you will not win at all.

i know i sound like a sore loser now. haha. but i just didn't lose convincingly enough

kelong

Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 11:08 PM
the more you know, the more frustrated you will be.
the more frustrated you are, the more angry you will be.
the more angry you are, the more irrational you will be.
the more irrational you are, the more you are not being your own self.


END OF STORY: ignorance is bliss.
if not, just pretend you didn't know then.

, 10:19 AM
my greatest fear; quite true i guess. haha

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Losing Someone

You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!

Being Alone
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear?
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Monday, June 1, 2009, 11:00 PM
in love with a song recently. a very meaningful song.


Gotta be somebody
Nickelback

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.