Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 1:00 AM
a lot of issues weighing on my mind recently.

1. my 2 students that i want to let go. their aunt think i'm giving up on them; which i think i am giving up on them since they are like already gave up on themselves already. give them work they dun do. teach them this then next lesson forget. and worse, fail exams and still not scared; still dun start revision. there's only so much a tutor can do i guess. not that i dun teach them but rather i am getting tired of teaching them 1 + 1 = 2 and 1 - 1 = 0. then once they get this 2, i teach them -1 + 1 = 0 then they get confused and have to start from the first one again. this is a real thing. not a joke. SERIOUSLY. this is the real extent of the lessons i teaching them, even though they are sec 3 and 4 already.

2. i just can't reject ppl. they ask me do this i will cancel everything that i initially have just to do that for her. ppl come to you when they need you. and when they finish using you, they just ignore you. that's the practicality of life. wonderful huh?

3. school. worried that i cannot cope with school work. but still, i am looking forward to knowing new ppl. at least now i know a friendly person who's in the same course as me. HA! so if you are reading this, =D