week 2 of school ended.

and i'm starting to feel the burden of it all.

it's quite suffocating at times.

pretty scared.

the feeling of lost in lecture when everyone's listening attentively and seems to be understanding all.

like as though i'm attending the wrong class.

having a chem lecturer who pronounces shell as shore, cat-ion as cation and an-ion as anion.

having a IT lecturer who keeps typing codes onto the screen at rapid mode to show me how fast he can type without explaining what he typed.

having a biz lecturer who's 40, but think she's half her age and trying to act that age.

having an english tutor who's throwing chunky articles after articles for me to read.

thankfully, i still have a pretty amusing math lecturer for keeping sane. =)

that pretty sums up my 2 weeks of sch life so far.

pretty sucky huh?

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and i realised i have a weird outlook in life.

pretty different from the rest.

good or bad?

doesn't matter.